I'm smiling everyday,
There's a twinkle in my eye,
At least to the outside world,
I look fine.
No one sees
What happens when I close my eyes
Except for me
So I don't sleep
And I hope my bloodshot eyes
Don't give it away
And I hope they don't notice,
The muscles in my face start to tremble.
On the outside,
I hope I look fine.