Now i hate to sit and down myself but im slowly losing hope Upon a woman i love so much but yet i can cope I feel my lack of conversation may make her leave Which equals up to tears in my eye and a no please with a beautiful girl like herself can attract any man in the world Yet she always tell me shes my girl I just wish i could be that guy packed with conversation or at least conversation that she'll like But yet i feel i bore her with every message i write How long will it be till she starts thinking different of me will she change her mind If so then I just killed mostly in mankind Cause good girls these days are just to hard to find So what i need is redemption and better pride But until i get that i ll just sit here and feel bad inside