if i were a river and you were the city i'd ask of your residents to spit in my heart to throw sludge in my waters to toss wrappers and bottles and nooses and anything in-between to let the thick, gluttonous swamp of human waste accumulate under my bridges to place tentative fingers into blood-red throats and excrete the very bile of their lives into me to run naked, filth encrusted fingers through the vile depths of my flow that is what i would ask of you, love *if i had the courage