I want to feel pain,
I want to feel love
I want to feel freedom
And i want to feel needed.
I want to feel joy
I want to feel hurt and just
The emotion of depression.
I want to love someone as hard as i can,
It must hurt for them as it hurts me to
Tell them i love them.
I want to feel the kisses in my neck,
The hands on my body,
The voice in my ears
And his breath against my soul.
I want to do to other people
That has been done to me.
I want to yell at them,
Curse their names,
Through it around like a piece of dental floss
After it's been used.
I want to stab them in the back,
Talk behind their backs like they did behind mine.
I want to feel the joy of knowing
That they are being hurt,
Just as they felt the joy of knowing
While they hurt me,
I started to stumble and fall and lose my way.
Because of them, i am who i am.
I'm broken because of them.