I hate how you broke me down Only to build me up Just so you could break me down once again
I hate how you convinced me to open up to you when I was shy Only to give you what you wanted from me And then tell me to be ashamed for being so exposed
I hate how you would ask me what’s wrong Only to pretend to listen as I would cry And then tell me off for thinking I have it harder than others
I hate how you would tell me you loved me Only for me to find out that you have another lover And then to get angry with me when I would try to move on
I hate how I wasted my time loving you unconditionally In hopes that you would love me too Only to realize after eight months that you don’t deserve me