Have you ever have this feeling where you feel like your heart is breaking, while at the same time, it's like one of your limps were torn from your body, like walking on fire and broken glass, like being stabbed repeatedly, like being punched in the guts, like being betrayed by someone you trust your life to. It's all of those, but altogether at the same time, at the same moment. This feeling was never instant, but it's long-lasting. Do you know this feeling? Because it's what I'm feeling.