Sometimes we're just left wondering why
why we do the things we don't want to
why do we go to schools which teach us nothing
why do we try to learn things that don't mean anything to us
why do we force ourselves to go to places
when we'd rather just stay at home

why do we stay with people who leave us alone
or feel nothing while we scream
why do we care so much
for those who care so little
because in the end we cannot blame anyone but ourselves
for the things we do but do not want to
why are we so afraid of breaking the expectations
expectation others set for us for our lives
in the end it is our own lives that pay.
In the end it is our time that is lost
spent on things that meant nothing to us
done for people who we meant nothing to