Up, I always wanted to go To be free because no one will know How far too deep I have gone Yet I feel that nothing can ever be done It's like being the shore to which the sea crashes Like wanting to cover your wrists with a hundred slashes Under the ocean only to see the light from above Sadness and dread replacing love I do not wish to live another day But then what would they say? That I was a teen who did not know half of what life could have been Yet I wish they could have seen I chose an easy way out Facing the day with doubt Thinking that nothing could be worse than the morrow *Oh, love, please don't live with sorrow