Breathe. It's only for a time. Breathe. Do not let the tears spill out. Breathe. But they laugh and laugh and *laugh and I cannot handle their hands on each other and their smiles turned away from me and the complicity they share I am so alone In a sea of people I put 5 plates On a table and I am the odd one Out. I stare straight at the wall. But they laugh and laugh and laugh and do not realize we are in a different universe.