Child,read my diary. Dad's also been hurt by women hurt real bad heartbreaking experiences didn't obscure my "woman-view I gathered guts to love again, gleaned my lessons and got back in the groove
God's got you,ask him to lead you to your boaz, who's got one agenda "Giving you prosperity and not disaster . ..a future full of hope
That said ,child,you'll never know what loves all about until you trust. really trust take the risk everything in life's a risk