I dream of you tonight for the twelfth time.
I was looking for you everywhere.
But still, I ran and fated to never find you.
Why must it that you're so close to me,
Yet you're so far away?

I grasp you in my hand that time,
And you told me "It's okay."
Then, we collided.

I woke up.
I lay awake in tremendous confusion.
Curse this bed of vividness.
I was drunk and never to be sober by you.

******* it.
I want to escape your lusting jungle.
And here I am writing about you again.

I cannot find a way to fathom this longing
for you.

This thirst for you is unbearable.
I flew like a cannonball,
and flee like a deer in fray.

But I can't forget.
Now, as this cigarettes fades,
I write this for 5 minutes,
and still thought of you every single minute of every second.

Count me the stars one last time,
while I lay awake in my dream.