One had wise cocoa eyes and dimples like craters in his cheeks, and spoke with such energy you couldn't help but love him. The other had hair like fire and such a perfect smile, and the fervor in his voice was like taking your first sip of coffee in the morning.
First and foremost, I love who I am with, and would never ask for anything to change in that regard. However, I believe everyone has a "what if" person, and, even at 19, I have two of them. They know exactly who they are, too, but they've remained my friends and that's all I can ask for. It's just funny, what you think about at 3am.