Very painful
Its is not that i felt for which she doesn't like me
But i felt for which i doesn't know that for this long time

I miss her
Even i doubt once that she doesn't like me
But i convinced myself that she will like me on one day

But when my well wishers  told me real fact i was stunned
Because   I too know that but  my false convincing heart died
Still my heart likes her and wants her

But I Don't want her
Because i never want love to be begged

All these painful words never means that
She was bad or rude

She was absolutely
good
kind
nice
and lovely...

All these qualities
made or force me
to love her still

She says"I DON'T WANT HURT YOUR FEELINGS"
But how can i hurt her by my mad love..