This is how it starts
Palms sweating
Stomach tightens
Face gets hot
Cheeks turn red
Heart beating fast
Mind racing
Can barely breathe
Embarrassed by the fact it was all caused
By a natural human interaction
Anxiety controls my life
It smothers me
It takes my mind
Obsessing over all the words
Trying to escape my thoughts
Don't talk to me
Don't look at me
I'm not rude
I'm just a shell of an anxiety ridden person