I have always been so deeply in love with you, that I couldn't notice how you were tearing me apart. I couldn't see how you controlled my every move, Or how you controlled my thinking. I was utterly and completely in awe of you. And you tore me apart, limb by limb. I made excuses for how you hurt me And I went back every time I was never your first choice, I was never your second I was there when you needed a person to use ... And the worst thing out of it all is that I would still pick up the pieces of my heart you left shattered and put them back into your palms.