*******. ******* for not caring about me half as much as I care about you. I'm becoming a cliché here, and I know how much you hate those, but you're my entire ******* universe. and it hurts so much every time you choose her over me. but I realize now that I'm not your priority. I never was and I never will be.
I don't know. I don't think I love you. Love is not a 13-year old feeling. Infatuation and heartache and misery are.