I can tell you don't mean a thing to him or to her to whoever, whatever gender of that one attractive stranger you taught yourself to admire that you can set yourself on fire they'll turn the gasoline flow higher tell him your truth and he'll call you a liar tell her your truth and she'll think that it's dire you'll accept you are what they think you seem just a container of tarnished self-esteem
This is just a part of a much longer poem that's still unfinished.