i constantly think about your well-being where you are, with whom you are sharing your time not your romantic companions but just your companionship
its ******* that i care you never cared about my feelings your actions have shouted that in decibels but i can't shake my desire to care for you
i hate myself for this because there is nothing i can do or that i should do my heart aches again, this time for futility stupidity and the inability to love myself more than you