Seeking that place where you forget the names of things she sits down in her gray corner waiting for her eyes to get tired and heavy. A bit numb she remembers that sticky smell of the lake as her fingers pass down her face but the greasy skin is long washed away. Her dry skin that got cracked by the peaking sun in a time where she could laugh and feel every line of her smile knowing that there she will be warm and just maybe for then be filled with life is now what is missed. Missed is the melody of the old rusty strings from that old moldy wood played in the same step both at sunrise and sunset as the dancing morning wind around her hair. And especially missed is the often made buzz by the crumbled fingertips when they miss a string and make him blush and even more when she smiles.