Slowly sinking thinking over bearing this heartached contraption masking every detail of pain he said I hope your heart rots I just kept on swinging bringing back memories of me and you long talks and lyrics were the glue between us two were not kids though no not anymore i like the ocean it's beautiful but violent like me he use to say that too but that ship has sailed I think I sunk it floating to the bottom of the sea this house of short phrases and empty promises use to be a home for you and me but you forgot what friendship was in the midst of intimacy being edgy ***** red carpet bleeds honesty so bold it can't hold any other color than its own I stared at it for a while your mom turned and screamed I haven't seen you in a while I thought she was talking about you but I think she meant me although no one knows you anymore she pulled me into her arms like I was leaving God I wish id left Right isn't anything you ever comprehended you tried to mend my broken soul by pulling it a part and patching it up with the bad in you it's funny though I still see your eyes and I still lose my breath my world stops but yours ended im still in love with you you won't fade away I promise at least not from my mind