Eyes low body barred head heavy legs locked thoughts dry cant see the sky can't even cry would rather die whole body is in stasis time doesn't go by anymore, the clock stays at 12:12 with the flowers saying "get well" and the machines lights flicker on while I want to speak and say can only hear can't play I wish she could stay and care but she only stops once a month now, If I could frown I would but I can't so I'll pretend. I wish you understood how I feel or maybe lack thereof since you don't know if there's any thoughts left in there where your one and only used to be. Sitting in this hospital tee where I want to be is at home just you and me. Someone please let me free.