I wake in the middle of the night to a feeling a feeling that's been gone for awhile a feeling i can't understand or know what to do with it this saddens is back it went away, I felt amazing life was looking hopefully but it all came crashing down one little talk things went from being great to I don't think we should continue this he got scared and I got hurt. like being punched in the heart you hurt me you're a **** I don't forgive you.