Of all the people I've come across, I find myself to be the least deserving of any. I can put put my heart on a sleeve to lure you in and then sntach your own heart right out from under you. I have no idea why I do this but it is time for it to stop.
I just met this gal a month and a half back. She is so ******' cool, it was hard not to share every moment that she turned to look into my eyes. I just don't think I am ready. She could do it, though. Definitely a possibility.
She is thin and masculine looking at the same time. She just might have the most perfect looking face I have ever seen. Symmetrical to a T, perfect. She has a girl next door look without the innocence. Just enough sculpting to her jaw and chin, her points are obvious and rounded just enough so as not to be pointy. Her cheek bones are not highly pronounced, she's not too cute looking. There is a balance of wisdom and playfulness in her eyes. She has class, high class, in my opinion.
She did a little stretch at the end of the night, I paid no attention. God how I wanted to look, I knew better, now is not the time to look. Now is the time to appear interesting and interested on a platonic level. The class, the friends, all of it. She came to sit with me, I was in heaven for a few hours tonight. I could easily allow myself to want someone again. How powerful is that?