I'm just so sad right now
I don't know if it's just momentarily
Or a general sadness about my life
I think it's the second one this time

I mean
I've had a lot of "sad moments" before
But none of them felt as real as this one
This time it's different

I am generally disappointed
In how I am living my life
Do I have a choice though?
This is my life

I did not ask for it
Nor do I control what happens in it
So, yeah
I'm just going to continue loathing my life
And being helpless about it