**** today. **** today. **** today. Today I realized there is no such thing is life. **** life. And there is no such thing as people who actually care. I learned that love is a misconception and it's evil. More evil than befor. I realized that everytime they say **** yourself all they are trying to do is help me. Yes give me a motive. Please. Help me make the hardest decision of my life(death) thank you. Push me some more.