Odd flashes of light blurring everything Uncomfortable in my skin Hearts about to implode with megatons behind it Colors smearing together as I blink Just one little pill "to even you out." "It'll make you happy again." Make them happy is what it seems Kick this habit my happiness means nothing you are in very serious trouble Muscles tightly constricted Hands turn from gods gifted tools to useless mangled mounds of bone and flesh and just like that it seems to slow and sputter to a halt. Nothing like was mentioned on the label.