dark clothing, nothing too bright watery eyes, clenched fists im trying to fight the anxiety inside silent rides because no one has the right words to say in such a awful moment im going to my favorite aunts funeral and I never did get to say goodbye I was promised a movie/lunch date now all im offered is the memories of your face I don't normally beg for things but I just want you to keep me in your thoughs/prayers because I can't get through this alone