i will leave a note to construct my despondence tears dont mix with ink
dont skulk when i pass let me be a memory just a harmony
so when you hear it you can smile wide and breathe deep humming to the boy
who could not feel it but still knew he loved you to the blue moon and back
The message consists of being in that stage of numbness when you've given up and accepted the pain. You want to love someone so bad, and you might somewhere inside of you, but you just can't do it, and theres nothing worse.