This isn't easy. Feeling isn't something familiar to me, yet I'm standing in the center of a broken dam. Water rushing over me and flipping me from side to side. I'm suffocating with a grin on my face. Only so you don't ask if I ever learned to swim. Of course I have. No. No, I've never even let the tide kiss my toes. I breathe in to let the air in my lungs be replaced with this unfamiliarity. But I'll be ok.