By the window on a smokey night,
I stare upon a distant light.
Always the same spot, the same glow,
You give me that familiar sensation, I used to know.

Its a maddening thought,
Almost  ridiculous.
But i'd be lying if i said,
I haven't thought, its you.

Almost a year,
Almost too long,
Its been a while,
I've missed that warmth.

That laugh of yours,
and the squinted eyes too,
Oh how could you think,
I had forgotten you?

I always cared,
I always will,
My wicked ways,
were for the better still.

The barrier,
And the distance too,
Wasn't for me,
It was all for you.