it hurts, you know? what you say, what you do i'll put up with it anyway even when i know it's toxic your actions fake, untrue. it's hard, you know? when all you do is complain i listen to it anyway wishing i had half the problems you do makes me resentful, insane. please know what i say, what i do you should put up with anyway listen and care, compromise be unselfish and optimistic even if for an hour, a day. i'm tired of not feeling like a person but this won't escape me i won't tell you, no it just hurts and it's hard really you know?