MY MIND IS BLUE AND BLACK AND WHITE AND NOTHING MAKES SENSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I WANT TO WRITE BEAUTIFUL WORDS TO SPILL THE CONTENTS OF MY HEAD BUT ALL I HAVE IS AN OLD NAPKIN SOAKED WITH MY OWN BLOOD MY ONLY COMPANY ANYMORE IS THE BUGS CRAWLING BENEATH MY SKIN MY HEART MY MIND IS CEASING TO EXIST AND THE BUGS ARE LAUGHING IN MY FACE