I have been searching all my life
carrying this hurt inside
Flirting with disaster
It's just been a miserable
and painful ride
I'm surprised that I'm still alive
when my heart died.
I have been down this road all my life
I swear it's getting colder
so much harder to survive
when your just a loner
who's been rejected and denied
I have been beaten black and blue
These ******* bruises they are my tattoos