I can still feel it
A flicker inside me
A burning beacon of hope
That I can return to who I was
I can stand up to who I am
But I know I can't
I've tried
Looking at my wrists I see the final blow
That I really can't go
To live the life I lived
I'm letting myself go
Down this far path
And yet I can't willingly stop myself
From hurdling down the path