She stares at the walls which encompass her life Unsure why she can’t run through them at night There she sits for countless years Only to be kept prisoner by her deepest fears
She carries herself like a book with a smile Judged by the cover, they all want a trial Yet she’s bound tight by glittering stitches To hide all of her unhinged glitches
She cannot keep still for half of a second Dreading the moments she hears a small beckon Left alone in the mind of a girl Whose thoughts are dangerous when unfurled
She sees lovers dancing, living in dreams Not all in this world is what is seems You ask this girl what’s on her mind: she lies For all she can do is deny
She carries burdens further every day Unsure who will let her stay Focus, let it all be clear Then drown it out with another beer
She’s not certain who there is left to trust In a life filled with unwavering lust Pop another pill, smoke another stick Anything to lessen the weight of bricks
She stares at these four walls and wants a door Instead she lies down on the floor All of these secrets kept inside bars Filled with loud base and red guitars
She wanders these streets, quiet and obsolete Who will be next on this long list of cheats Cold whiskey, bright eyes, and stiletto knives Where to go next in this web of lies
She floats out of her cage, up to the stars Leaving the ***** and a hole in her yard Bury the past, leave behind the secrets Along with her heart, so no one can take it
She paints her road with glitter and oils Maybe someday she’ll even be royal But leave it with this much that will remain true She’ll never be coming back for you.