As I toss and turn in my cool crisp sheets,
I gasp for air, I grab at nothing, I scream at you.
You hold me down, kiss my cheek, and move your lips over me.
As I scramble my legs and flail my arms I realize I am trapped.
My body is physical, able and ready to flea,
But you have manipulated my mind, it is weak, blind, unable to see.
As I spiral down towards the reality that I am lost,
You lock your hands in with mine, you pull me close, and whisper sweet nothing.
I am drawn in by the sparkle of your eyes, chapped lips and wet marks left on your face from my tears.
As I search my body for any will to run away,
I feel nothing.
I am gone, lost, all surrendered to your will.
I am petrified.