I never thought I would be the girl who sits all alone in her car at lunch. I never thought I would be the girl who lies about things deeper than highschool. I never thought I would be the girl who wants to leave this world. Permanently. I never wanted to be that girl. But here I am. I'm that girl. Maybe it was my choice.. Maybe I chose this. I really don't know But it happened and life does that sometimes. It just seems to happen in the worst ways and we are just expected to deal. Well thats life I guess.