me? capable of holding on? please. I let go before it reaches two months. I run away before I could ever possibly love someone as much as they could love me. I used to think it was so easy for me to love, but no. it's not. I will chase you. chew you up. make you think I'm head over heels for you, kiss you until you're addicted, then I'll spit you out, heartbroken and confused. I'm toxic and worthless. I'm scared. this is why I spend my days ******* around, and I haven't even lost my virginity. I'm toxic and worthless. stay away from me, won't you? because it may seem like they're the ones who hurt me, but that's far from the truth. I'm the ones who hurt them.