It seemed like a good idea to say what I had to say, only a fool would listen to someone talking under their breath. I've been out there, not as much as I would like, seeing my face in the mirror, not a care in the ******* world, buying time until my ******* death. I've wasted years upon years listening to bull- ****, realizing later down the road I was spitting it out more than anyone else, trying to puff up my ego, making a complete ******* out of myself. My words fell on deaf ears, it's no wonder with all the lies I've told, avoiding responsibility from the open door, only to come up short in the long run. So many fears I had, still have to a certain degree. The darkness wants to tear me down, and I'm running on ******* empty.