I didn't dare look up The same words for 2 weeks now I only just transferred here And already I had a nickname
I hate it
Eyes stared at me during class Words exchanged about me Not the kindest ones either I was different... an outsider
Why didn't I get a nicer class..?
I was bullied Alone No one even referred to me by name Just because I was from elsewhere and rumours travel fast
I hated my life... everything and everyone.
I was crying in the bathroom after school Locked the door as tears streamed down my face My thoughts finally got to me I started to believe what they said
No no no no no...
I walked out wiping my eyes No one was at school anymore Except maybe a few teachers here and there "Hey..."
I'm shocked... no one was supposed to be here
A boy stands in front of me Asian, looked exhausted and he wore glasses. He smiles. I vaguely remember him from class He sat by the window in the back
No... please don't hurt me...
"Amber right?" I'm confused. "Yeah... Amber [---]." "Amber [---]... mind if I tell you something?" "Not really... what?"
I wipe my eyes and wait for him to speak
"Don't cry alone here. I know it's rough... But nothing they say is true. Besides, I find the British to be awesome."
I stare at him, dumbfounded.
"Um... Thank you..." "Hey, no prob. It's late... you should get going." Another smile. "I'll walk with you if you want."
I feel really warm inside. And before I realise it, I'm smiling too*
"I'd like that."
A series of poems I'm doing. I reveal parts of my past experiences with love, hate, confusion etc.
*Update: Yeah ^^; also part of the "snow-kid" series. But I'll explain the whole meaning later ^.^