My heart breaks for him. My love fades but is still here. He hurt me but I still trust him. Why do I still trust him? He is my hope. He is my joy. Yet he is the worst thing to happen to me. He hurts my heart with his words. He never loved me. He never even cared. He refused to get close to me. To open up. I opened up. Told him my secrets. Trusted him. Then he goes and tells everyone.