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I shall pick my heart
From the ground and leave the blood
Spilt out from its fall.
Disappointment
turned
Relief.
My decision's alot more stiff.
Coz ur no longer my heart's thief,
But just a **hero
in this *baffling mischief.
You are an old song
I'm still trying to remember.
Live,
While unknowingly
Leaving it.
There are times when
I wanted to take your eyes
And look if you can
Really see me,
In this world
You called "mine".
Which makes me yours.
Moving on is when
You started losing a debate
Against your
L o g i c a l    s e l f .
But still receiving
A prize called*
" L  I  F E "
. . .
Life from the "healing of ones ILL-logical self"
You've actually crossed my mind
Just once in this lifetime,
And you never totally left me.
Cause it's me who
Never let you, ever.
I thought we were
Destined souls
Bounded from birth
That made our distance
As a stronghold.
That love could subsist
Without a hug
Without a kiss
Just two hearts that co-exist.

But I'm wrong.
We are two people
Who just happen to know
Each other.
Born to be confused
About destinies that
Could be true.

See. .
We are just each other's
Obstacles.
Lesson.
Blind fate.
Before finding what's true.
It sent water
Gushing down
My  c h e e k s
Somethin'that
Lacks integrity:
A loved one
Being kidnapped. .
Taken away in an
E n v e l o p e,
And I can't remember how
I am crying
Over a paper.
Yeah, my love one was kidnapped in my dream. And I cant understand how a love one could be a paper I'm crying all over for. A human paper? -_-

This drean is from a minute ago
Lying in bed
Exhausted like dead
Woke up, with the sun
Oh, man! I'm done!

Blamed the clock
Blamed your mom
Blamed your dog
For barking out, none?!

EVERYONE!
"Oh, why did you put off my alarm?"

And so
Throughout the day,
You felt like, a hero
Utterly, and seriously
Betrayed.

**TRAITORS!
Coz u always thought u've been betrayed by everyone around. But the truth is, you snoozed it off.
Let our destinies
intertwine our lost fates
When
I close my eyes,
I     s e e    y o u
But I need to open them,
Coz that's what living
Is all about,
*Y o u
L e a v i n g
.
I guess you re my leaving being
4 11 2016
Today
Is an ordinary
24-hr ticking clock.

The only thing
That made it different
Was when I started
To look forward
Knowing you.


But after knowing you,

Today
Is an ordinary
24-hr ticking clock.


*Again.
Late post from Jan 2016
Colors,
Are   m o r e   c o l o r f u l
When painted on your lips,
My little darling!
I'll show you how
To make the world blossom w/ dandelions
With a  g e n t l e   k i s s !
I'll teach you how to send it flying,
To reach boundaries,
Not even spaceships can reach.
I'll give you millions of it,
C o u n t l e s s   as the stars,
Lasting like the skies.

As years leap in harmony,
Those lips, will sing
Music not even heard of.
But I will keep it in tune.
Make it a curve
Like a  s m i l i n g  m o o n !
I'll make it as many as
Your favorite gumball machine.
Cause I will be your witness
And I shall  n e v e r  f o r g e t
Those lips
That called me in a name
I'll die to  p r o t e c t . .
I write this for my friend and her daughter
You are in love when
You write conversation scripts
In your phone's memo.

But then, that moment
N e v e r    h a p p e n e d .
A single antipcipated question
Was never asked. .

And it turns out
That nothing works
According to your plans.

You ended up,
Embarassing yourself.
Then you write again
But now, a defensive script.

And it turns out,
You are just making a big deal
Out of things.

You are in love,
When nothing works according to your plans. .
Coz its always your plan
To show the best side of you
And you realized there is
N  o  n  e .

So you fall into depression.
Thinking you are never enough

Love is not suppose to make you feel
  **L  E  S  S
All for democracy. .
W e  f o u g h t
History has turned its records
Blood spilt on every pages.
Journey long forgotten. . .

All for democracy!
Majority wins. .
So when majority is wrong,
The world is like a pizza.
Circle w/ a crust.
Pepperoni rocks, tomato water
Leaves of pepper greens
Some pineapple trees
And land of cheese!
The core of pizza saver,
Mountains of Olives!

The rain of saliva's
Coming in!
And some tornado stomach
Striking free!

Please deliver the world to me!
The brochures, it's making me hungry!
When other's already got
A slice of it.
While some,
Are now tired of it.
E v e r y d a y
I open my eyes
There are alot of things
I want to say,
Words left unsaid,
Deepest secrets,
Beyond regrets. .

But with every thought,
It seems to choke,
My voice is buried,
Deep down this earth.
I might be thinking
Of the wrong person:

A p p r e c i a t i v e  but
U n d e s e r v i n g

I might be making
the same mistakes again. .

And those words so precious,
Will just  d i e   on   a i  r ,
Then, I might lose the will
To spell it again,
To the right person,
Who's not here
Y e t .
Messy construction hehe
It's been too long
since I   p l a n n e d     
**e s c a p e.
It sometimes scares me, that our mind is the only thing we can't escape. Even planning it, involves it. Always caught red-handed.
I have memorized
the sound of your mind,
And it's like mine.
What a  t r a g i c  sight,
We're totally alike
Dumping poems #latepost2
"I love you more.."

A love with a *dash of pain
,
degrades my side of the scale. .
Now, what do your words entail?

Should I give you more or
Should you give me less?

"I love you too.."

Would be best.
I'll know,
Definitely.
That you are my man
With those dreamy eyes
that would kiss me
With a glance.
Cause it's only me
To behold such beauty
After you chose me
Over a thousand stars.
And wished to catch me
As you see me falling
In the sky.

*I'll survive the fall.
I will.
She is spide-y
Grandma's just hiding!
I saw her making web
Criss cross, made a blanket!
But her reflexes,
Hmm, just too confusing.
Fell on the ground,
Never standing.

"  Oh! Grandma, tell me you're spidey!  "
Because I see no reason

And it has become my poison.
                      
             .        .        .­       .  Lost in motion

I killed myself by treason

Maybe it's not yet my season.
*Someday, i'll make a reverse rendition.
You cannot stop yourself from,
F
   a
       L
            L
                 i
                     n
                           G

Until you hit the
**G R O U N D.
Fault
I'll give you the letters
For all the seasons
Not spent together
Coz my heart found you
Long, long ago
When I started to beleive
That soulmates exist.
Mar 13 2016
Every word spent,
Lingers unto my throat:
Speaking of happiness,
Crying of joy.

But at sun dawn,
Dark clouds start
To suffocate me. .

Like a big part was
o v e r    s h a d o w e d
. . .

Somewhere between
. . . C o n v e r s a t i o n s . . .

Somewhere beyond
. . . C o m p r e h e n s i o n . . .

There are times,
I seek to be alone.
And I
Will always
Hate
That part
Of
Me.

That part,
**F e e l i n g   l o s t .
Some people really
Have that
u l t i m a t e
Su pe r h u ma n   p o w er

To reduce our
A w e s o m e n e s s
By "a" percentage.
This is for my hs friend who always tell me he's way too awesome. Keep it up! ><
I cried,
When I realized
This could be love,

Too unfounded.

Now, I believe
That love is
Like crossing a street
With confidence,
A face steadfast.

Then,

There's a sudden feeling
Of almost getting hit
By a speeding car.
And it happens
Every second.

From there,

You felt like,
Never crossing
The line again.

But still,

Ever-wanting
To reach the other side,
You remain there
Standing
Hoping you can move on.

And as,

Courage strike
You take a step
Secretly hoping
To get hit head on.
And now, FOR SURE.

But,

No matter how much
Time you take,
All you see
Is a car
Waiting before
Pedestrian lane.

"Go out, please. Go get me. ."

But.

beep! *beep! *beep!

You run ahead
Looking at that car
Who just speed ahead.

You overthink,
If he wants you safe
Or
Just playing safe.
So you cross
Again and again
Realizing
YOU'RE STILL ALIVE.
Phases are cycles.
It repeats, and repeats
Till someone has to die
Not seeing it.
Or
till someone has to live
Ignoring it.
Coz phases never changes.
It repeats, and repeats
Till.
Someone.
Has.
To.
Die.
Not.
Seeing.
IT.
I was standing,
Feet landed on different planets.
But slowly, they've been drifting.

Apart, they are going.

And so I was left,
With one decision to make.

Is it to jump?
Or to choose what to take?


My eyes sent asteroids falling
Like gravity possessed space
Then, I decided to jump
But your jupiter rings

Saved me.

Eventhough you know,
In your planet,
I cant survive freely.

You saved me!

But you took me back
To planet Earth.

*And it hurts me.
Has it really reached this point?
That forgetting you,
Became pleasure
Where everything left
Is regret
That my heart is
Dead again.
It is true, my dear!
Admiring someone,
Is heaven so clear!
You thought everything
Was destiny's strings.
But lemme tell you this,
By blinding yourself
While assuming things
You've missed out the life
You should hold so dear.
Someone who truly loves you
Brings no doubt
To a heart so frail.
Trust me.
You're in love,
But is he/she?
You don't take away
What little of this
I have.
I lost my heart.
Somewhere in between,
Measely word games you play.

But you do not know,

How I also twist my words,
Just to portray,

That every talk is just
A commemoration of an
**April Fools Day!
Im quite skilled in word games u know
In life,
there's always a feeling
that you left something unfinished.

We just wake up one day
and everything has already changed
but us.

You tell one self
"someone's important!"
but you live like destiny's always on call.

It's is us who choose
How we live our days.
Injured, bleeding!
That's how we see ourselves.

But we know.
We know for sure, that after God
We are in control.
Oh, but how heart thy fear!
To hold the wheel.

In the end,
we are but the culprit
of our own misery
And endless insanity.

Life isn't all about destiny.
Don't wait and die
With nothing.
WHAT A SEQUEL?

The cloud's been crying,
          Like some tuna fish dying.
Field's been flooded,
          Like a superstar in market.
Ground's been shaking,
          Like someone icy chilling.
Wind's blowing,
          Like a laborer snorring!

They are dying in hunger and poverty,
And you were like,

       *" It's the ******* social hierarchy! "


And everyone's just looking
Like it's ******* nothing!?

      "Come to me nature!
                              While I do the killing?
"

Are you kidding me?
Is this a drama I'm watching?
Is the *madame villain
winning?!
Oh, Cmon! What a film-producing!
I've witnessed all heartbreaks
Now, my heart closed gates...
Cause it'll all end the same.

The greatest love story
Infront of your eyes
Sent angels singing,
Pixies of dozen hues galore!
Rainbows shone, and
Did the moon just smile?!

But after some miles,
They've parted ways
Just because
They grew so tired.
Such epitome!

To whoever holds the key to my heart
Better yet, surrender it!
Before we waste some time
Admiring
Then hurting
Regretting
And forgetting.

But for some reasons,
Put the gamble!
I've earned the years
Observing things
Now, spin the wheel!
And let's see who wins.
I wanna go to
O u t e r    s p a c e ,
And hold every planet's
S u r f a c e .

I wanna lie afloat the
U n i v e r s e ,
And slide my way through the
B l a c k  h o l e .

If   g r a v i t y  hits space,
Would I even hit "a" ground?
What would fall from the highest point above??


A blinding imagery,
Of what's beyond that sky. .
Now, is it all just a lie?


*Humanity will end,
Without even coming near,
The truth that is hidden
In our darkest fears.
I told myself:

" I need to make this man a poem. "

So here I am, reminiscing an ordinary day. . .

I was one of those,
Who do not care:
University political parties, campaigns
And all the blabbers they make
.
Scripted promises turned
Public speaking competitions,
And yeah, i t   i s   h e l l !
But that day I heard a voice so deep,
E  c  h  o  i  n g   in space,
pounding through my brain. .
One of the clearest voices
I've ever heard, there he is
Standing for campaign.
And my wrong, he's full of vision
and selfless cause, giving my belief
a  s p e c  i al   e x cl u si o n.

A year has passed, with ordinary days
Lurking by. .

He transferred in our block,
From there I thought:

" I would want to know
              this person more. ."


There was no love, I'm sure.
But there is a jolt of mystery
On his face I'd die to solve.
I exerted  n o   e f f o r t,
but my curiosity is pulling strings,
I got to know him better.

One of the most well-rounded person
I've ever known,
Oozing with confidence
In everything he do.
His  ph il o so p h i e s
deserves a trophy too!
He is someone that
I would want to be
If I were a man, that I am sure!

We competed in a class debate, I won.
And there I thought,
That my achievement is worth
a  no b e l   p r i c e
worth the sought.

There is no love, but there is
f or e v e r    ad m i ra t i on.
To the voice which is not
just a perfect tone,
But has the best echo that deserves
a   w o r l d   c a l l .

There is consistency,
There is substance. .
The only thing I hope for is
May his beliefs not eat him
Coz too much meaning,
Brings sadness on his face.
A face which looks like
He discovered a problem
O u t   o f    w a y s,
Like cancer on its very last stage.
His wits are too powerful,
I see it killing his happiness.

So I wish him the same things I wish for myself:

To think less of what others deem
as   n o n s e n s e .
This is an unpolished poem, Ill get back to this when I have more time.

This is dedicated to a not so close friend.
Who I'm speechless for. This poem is not in anyway romantic, .

He actually won the stud council elections in our college as the VP.
For all the things
I try to say,

Why do "goodbyes"
Always slay?

Cause not even once,
Did you insist,
To stay.

I said a word,
With pure,
**Dismay.
There's no pain
In hiding,
Just regrets
For crying,
And nothing's
Worth complaining
Coz our love is
Like a business venture
Stuck at *planning.
I should have invested in a real "stocks" instead.
Lol
The only words
I wanted to tell you is:

T h a n k   Y o u

Coz that's what we're
W o r t h  of .
It is relieving to give thanks. You get to compensate for the things you haven't done, and makes the receiver feel good about it.
He unsheathed his sword
And you retreat,
. . Stepping backward . .
Tears fell from his cheeks
As he surrendered,

*"Your doubt, it hurts."
I just made a hiding place.
A threshold of some
important words
To none.
But still, if you
Find me again by chance
Under disguise,
Without a name or such
For once, I'll give it a chance
That it is really me
You truly like.
That even without
Your willed presence
I'll think that your doing this
For its not yet time.
BUT IF ALL OF THIS
SHALL GO IN VAIN
Then, please consider
That we're nothing but
DONE.
To be someone,
who's loyal by heart,
when I say:

". . . it's through"

*IT
IS
T R U E
.
I started to save
Too many  drafts
Means,
Too many* crafts
Left unpublished,
While my heart's
At **painstake cramps.
I actually don't know,
If what I feel is* **valid.
No one could ever touch
the  s u n  's  surface.
No one could ever embrace
the whispers of the  w i n d ,
& the depth of the s e a s.

But they could . . .

The sun even from a faraway,
sheds rays of light,
The wind that tingles our skin
in a cold night,
And water that drowns us,
from head to toe,
soak us. .

Just how unfair
That there would always be things
That can  t o u c h  us,
K i l l   us. .
But we can't.
There is an
A r t  in every
h e A R T
Whichever way
Expressed,
It is the soul speaking
In binary. .
Hoping to find the
Right body
When all throughout
They're in it!

But it still search
For what is  k n o w n
Thinking it's u n k n o w n.

Every art
Is a question but sometines
They are our answers,
Late post July 2017
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