I was thinking
    Thinking out loud
Did you hear me?
      ' Cause I screamed out so loud
    When I was Sinkin
          Sinking in my  mind
       And it was flooding
             Flooding through my eyes
          It drained to my cheeks
               Made a home on my dimples
             It drew its own map
It demacated its own boundaries
Boundaries restrictin me from being me
So am never the Archetect I wanted to be
How other people's greed will even eat you up
How other people's greed would love to drink from your cup
It drunk from my cup even ate me up
'Cause now I feel it all alone
Friends with hospitals at age 17
For you gave me to a man who never loved me
But used me and abused me for the something he paid you
It only happens to women so you can never understand
The acts of woman life before my age
Now my womb is wounded
   So I was thinking....
This cancer that I have
For you are the cause,
Will you bear my pain or Drink these pills everyday on my behalf???

You came to me with sweet persuasion
Begging me to take you in
You have very strong coercions
Which had me instantly submitting to you

But as sweet as you came
You became a lemon
Calling me names but mostly lame
And that was when I knew your mission

For months I fought you
With everything I had
But you were stronger than I ever thought

I withered in your rage
Paying an unknown wage
Looking older than my age
And all I wanted was change

You saw my hair fall
You saw me being trapped in the hole
And all you did was raise your wall

So now here I lay in my death bed
With no me tears to shed
I just wish you had let ne wed

So cancer
As I see my death light
I pray you **** no more
For your pain
Is something I wouldn't wish
On anyone else