Mostly I fail, but only when I succeed here on the earth.
I realize that it was never my doing but you God.
Mostly I struggle in this world but when I am being calm.
It was never by my own doing , but through your Spirit.
For through all of the hardships that we go through here.
It is because either your Glory shall come out of it here.
Or mostly because we did something out of your will here.
But when our lives are completely line up with your will its perfect.
Thus allowing your blessings to freely fall upon me here.

You are always roaming on my mind,
Like a cloud swarms down from heaven!
You are always rambling in my routine,
Like an addicting drug that has been given!!

He was imperfect
He was young
She loved him
She was crazy
She wasn’t so pretty
He loved her

He had doubts
He had challenges
She loved him
She was naïve
She was carefree
He loved her

He was smart
He was cute
She loved him
She got brains
She had talent
He loved her

He lied
He cheated
She loved him
He became rude
He was difficult
She loved him

He was scared
He was reckless
She cared
He was arrogant
He was insensitive
She was hurt

He ignored her
He hurt her more
She became different
He cheated more
He cheated carelessly
She ignored him

He became scarce
He cut off ties
She survived
He was addicted
He was pitiful
She had empathy

He fell
She brought him up
He got sick
She nursed him to health
She slipped
He didn’t catch her
He got into trouble
She turned her back on him

He wanted her back
She didn’t
It was too late
She felt nothing for him

She was,
A diamond he got
She was,
A diamond he lost

I was silent
But I was not blind.
A sagacious man
Knows how to be kind.