sunrise taps the ground
rays tingle on my skin
warm the air around
fresh and palpitating

sunset in red sky
sunrays kiss goodbye
sinking into the sea
of dark and mystery

I was planning to
I really wanted to
I wanted her to know
I wanted to be able to tell her
About why I bleed
And about my father
But my mouths betrays me
It refuses to say these things outloud
Why?

Just say it
I tell myself
You describe it so well in your head
Why can't you speak it?
Why did you stay silent?

Now the moment is over
Once again
You said nothing
And still
No one knows

Not even your closest of friends
Why?
You want them to know
You want to lighten the load
They can speak it so well outloud
They trusted me
Why can't I trust them?
I can
But I won't

Tears roll down my cheeks
She's asleep
She doesn't see
And if she would
I wouldn't even be able to tell her why
How sad is that?

Die
Hmm
Am I putting it in this poem just so it will ryme?
Or because that's what I want to do
But no
I don't
I can't
And I won't
I shouldn't let myself think such thoughts

I missed my chance to be open
I missed my chance to Infront of people
For what feels like the first time in a long time
I missed my chance to show them
All the reasons why
Because my mouth can't express
All that I need to express
Like poetry

She crossed oceans of time for his love, yet he couldn’t spare a moment for her heart.
She waited, not for grand gestures, but for the simplest gift of his time—a gift that never came.
Distance didn’t break her,
She believed love could endure any distance, but it was his lack of presence that truly kept them apart.
In her long wait, she realized that -love isn’t measured by miles
but by moments shared.
She dreamed of him making time for her, but all she got were dreams filled with endless waiting.

The greatest distance wasn’t the miles between them—it was his failure to meet her halfway.