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Paul Hardwick Dec 2016
Just so I can help look after you
my codes and tests come in
most online
so I know to help you
if the worst should begin
so I think that makes me a knight
but do not ask me what I think
for it is my why to say
I've already told you
you may say no you have not
then I make you look into my blue eyes
and then your know
I am your Black Knight.
P@ul ***.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
You ask me
what is happening tonight
I just feel fever in my soul
ow black night
I do not think I will turn my back
for in time you will take my soul
right away from me
and everything I have known
so stay in woman in within the white mystery of this night
as I play ****** cords for all.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
No more pain.
No more wondering why.
The mad axman, gave a SHREAK!

WOW, so many words are in my head.
Then one day a mark appeared.
Into his wooded type head.

      SIX,       SIX,      SIX.

But not forgetting memory's of our time.
Everyone come with me, and see what you can see.
Cast you nets on this world.

Fish the sea's of humanit...............................y

The axa fell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :-)
Make you wonder about your own being? maybe I should write, heavey metal stuff.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
i was move all the time so i had to give that job up
while drink in a bar one day
a man came in wearing a smart black suit
sat right down beside me
and there we got to talk
after a lot of drinking
he said to me
boy i have a job for you
then your life will start  he said
so nodding my head
i found myself learning how to shoot people in the head
how to use explosives and ******* a man with my hands
but after i had got wounded seam for them my job was done
so i tell you one and all never trust a black suited man.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
Black and White stop the fight
For the colours do not bother you
as you live at end of the spectrum.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Science tells me
ask yourself
how long is that peace of string
and if you ball it up
what peaces touch
and what now
do you make of yourself?

I am as I always was
Just me myself
still enjoying
Black Sabbath
for music I love
and curved *****
for which i will get time out.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
I blinked then you are gone.

Now 10 years on, you appear, you smile.

That smile that melts my heart yet again.



The pain as real as it was then.

Did you get the chips, I playfully ask.

With a frown, a question you ignore.



Hello, how are you. I say.

OK you say, but not as good as you.

At your funeral, I blinked then you are gone.
For a lost friend.
Paul Hardwick May 2017
I blink in life
it is not that I do not see
it is though I do
more like an under life
one that is just not right
so
I blink in life
to see the under life
that's         M    E.
Love a ****** me
LoVe  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Open your eyes
feel your life
do not cry
yawn
new dawn
water blink
don't cry
dab your eyes
t    H   i    n   k   and blink
wipe your eye
close
your eyes down
press them shut
feel
and cry
that you must

BL  I  n k.
Feeling poem   P@ul  ***.
You're never going to know how this feels.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
.
.

B L I N K
and will be gone
for there is no time in life
to give back to me
L I N K
yourself to me for
I am almost gone
as the pain returns
IN
what seams like an hour
the time will pass
time you try to give back
N O T
to be true
for I am me
and you, you
K I N E T I C
the energy you feel
but from an atom
my universe explodes

.
.
How true is that
That is my question        ?             P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
blink i will be gone
but this night will live on forever.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Blink,
Blink
did
sleep
only to wake in the heart of me
and i feel it here
in my bones
now the sky overhead
all the birds
making a sounds

Beautiful as the day is long
memories of life
and always a believer
of all things right
but if you blink
then that is gone.
True story almost, without detail, **** what am I like
P@ul
Paul Hardwick Nov 2019
Eyes bleed I am told
I blink once or twice
Am I just old
or Blinking the new in thing
they say theses days
it shows your soul
Or am I just old
Did not like to think
I did not blink
for
that means
my eyes are old
or maybe dry
for
I do not cry men never do
not even for you
F**k shot myself in the foot.
LOve You Still Even Though Your Much Older
Paul Hardwick Apr 2014
Blot came to be
blot was,    and seamed to stay there
for nothing else than to be there,
that was what blot was
and that was what blot does.

Blot had two left feet
so moving around was hard
and just because,   life was hard
that's what blot wound do.

now i ask myself
is blot me or you?
Come on budding artist's draw blot.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2012
blue sat on a blue rock
a rock he had never heard before.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Blue  Step  p  e  d       OUT
                                           But today not the colour he thought was
For Blue became purple
      of a strange hue,             See that what colours do
                     Which gave me this strange thought of you
Lady of white, lady of blue
                                               Look at yourself
                     For none of these colours bother you.

Or is this just me, stepping outside my box.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2012
Blue sat down
never to rise today
only to be the same
just sat feeling blue
hey man what is your name
o yes
my name is blue!
Yes most, do not understand me for i am surreal.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Blue was always my favor'ed colour
until I did see that white lady that is you
but now that is all changed
now know what I do
white would never be you
for you are a red lady
so in my eye;s colours link

So now I am Purple.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Tom's Diner (Reprise)
in more than ten words
think how that might fit in.

Truly yure's
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
Some body told me once
you only blush on exposed skin
well there I am laying in bed unknown
PINK and feeling limp
she slips there beside me
I am now glowing cherry red
she dose not take me in her arms
but looks me in the face
and asked
you feeling alright
only you are very pink and warm
******* *****.
True story    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
t
                                                               ­                              l
                                                               ­                   o
My girlfriend went with a man called      B
jamaica no
                                            she
                                     went
                               there
                          on her
                       own.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2018
I am here
Ghost in the machine
mean not aways
But never forgiving
card boo
for adults
blue Seen
but never known
Mac's are us
O you never released
that
You PC users
Get a grip
it's called Micro-soft
it's the word
you need to do
Soft
what's that all about
just saying
not soft this is our future.
Paul ***.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2011
I like books,
but do not think they like me.
They give me bad pain in my tummy.
Sometimes in my head.
Makes feel like i would like to be dead.
But I still like books.
And as my mother always says.
Eat a book a day.

No fun being a book worm.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
have you ever thought
what might happen
if the book worm turns
falling from his shelf
with all the things he knows
thats why I feed my inner
book worm so he grows and grows.
Far out man, had some bad news   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
I sometimes think
I feel so much more than you do
Put yourself in there, in my own mind
Put yourself where I do
in within my mind
live a little bit
feel the surrealism of my words
mostly true
but I still these words feel so alien
be me for a night
try please try
think the way i do
and both of us can make this right
and nonsensical again
and that we might be happy
but I think not
but that is only the difference of me you to you
stand by me as I would you
then we all people might find the thing called love
or is this just the blues.
?    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2017
In one's mouth
as said before
I had this dream about myself
shades of blue turning purple
on the suns of nirvana
in the right light
looking
maroon
clouds
as if breathed out of a human
coughing to soon
burning the lungs
on its way
out
by the way, smoking kills one and all.


Love P@ul.
Now that is a dream.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Bounce sat in the corner.
Of this room.
Up sat down.
Next to bounce.

Whats up bounce.
Up started to say.
At that bounce.

Just bounce away.

Leave me alone.
Bounce did say.

Up sat down again.
Next to bounce.
What is up old buddy.

Sorry up, bounce did say.
Just fellin so down today.
Ed you might like this one!
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
I want to talk about brain cells
when you see that flash in your eye
thats you bouncing off the cell walls
and it's die'in
and god knows I have lots of those
and in the brain will never be replaced
for after 22 you brain starts die'in
but some good news
I am much more wiser than I ever was before
if I can remember what it was
did you see that flash
it just happened again.
True story      P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2017
Each day
loose Two for One
no need to ask about the blues
but I can hum it.

But each day
two more gone
dribble only a little bit
best jumper on.

Soaked into my t-shirt
thank god I went dark
still got red lips
from gumming beat root.

Not nice being as old as this
nurse has fab ****
thats a plus
and legs all girls might dream of.

This girl is a Princess
washed my *****
lifted my **** out the way
made me smell nice.

Not once looking
at her phone
she spooned her love
and gave me pills.

Into the mouth of mine
with my full trust
then the devail
grabbed my mind.
Love P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2016
What do you think it might mean
when you feel
your own brains itch

not as if
I can scratch them man!

you can only scrap your skull till it bleeds
what does this stuff mean
and why do I have a sore head?
on a new day
but does not hurt on the outside
but the inside instead
which I know will make my brains
itch.
Ipso Facto     P@ul.
Paul Hardwick May 2016
Do brains nest in trees
along with Dali melting watches
looking out over the sands of time
that may have been
or are to come
in some future event.
True... make me wrong   P@ul ***.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
In a battle
brains are tost around
just like sand.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2017
Is that right
or for some just maybe
ant that 3 things
for brains think
or maybe
then it did
Paul Hardwick Nov 2016
Today I wake
with a brainstorm in my head

Rebirth
who know's
Just feeling good
in the canyons of the mind
I will wonder through your brain
the cold winds will blow in your mind's eye
as I wonder through your brain
to ventricles of your heart
that throb in a certain symmetry with mine
in a passionate beat.

Don't you just hate waking like that?
Love P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
Your safe and warm
got a brake from the storm
and visiting time seams like the past
and you just reched the part
where your losing  spirit leave you heart fast
and this giant of darkness surrounds you
it a long way to dawn
and your shivering to hide
so you wait for the sun
just to known a new day is began
but today you feel of glass
sitting on a shelf that you know will fall down
waitting to drop.
Not sure where this came from
maybe watch my mother die
but true story          P@ul.

One day you will understand.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2015
Fresh air
so clean
but am not like that
I am the smoke in your lungs
breath in
and I becoming you
with out you knowing
you become me to.
P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Here in space
I gasp now
give me air itself.
So true    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2015
If you bang your head
against a brick wall
now thats hurts
but if you bang your brains
against stupid people
that seams not to hurt at all
but in the long run alway's does.
P@ul. ***.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Today i crossed a surspension bridge
it was so intence.



P@ul
So Surreal     P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
Bright was feeling dark this day
Light came in smiled and sat next to him
Bright said leave me alone and ask dark to come in
Darks away on a holiday light did say
that is so tipical of him just when you need him to come in
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
Brink took the time, to blink, and
                                              
                                                 T
                                               U
                                              r
                                            n
                                          ed

On himself, why?
  Was he standing there
     Here on this shelf

                                            M
                                           O
                                        V
                                        I
                                      N
                                    G
                      
  K    C   a  B

Looked at himself
Man I am not
Going anywhere.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Brink sat on the edge as he always did.
Brink I asked.
Why sit there on the edge.
It is my place.
I could see what he told me was true.
Brink then fell over.
Fell said, here we go.
No more memory of misadventure.
For Brink was now dead.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
Stood at the end of time
could not believe his eyes
nor is feet, that now seamed incoplete
just stood looking over
that what now was becoming a black hole
now seaming so deep
lent back
to blance to keep
seems to draw him in
dive of this spring board of life
into the abiss
that was your life
or stop and think
why am I
on the brink now?

B  r  i  n  K
jumped into a sea that was his own.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
Brink, badly dream turned over

                                                        t
                                                        h
                                                        e
                                                        n

                                                        F
                                                           E
                                                              L
                                                                 L
                                                         \                /
                                                            O         F
                                                                  F

                                                                  .
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Brink felt on edge
not this way or neither that.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
you are going to have to walk
or spend time on your own
my heart beats for the street and alleys
that i call home

roll on brummie boy
   roll on brummie boy
      roll on

yes i am that brummie boy called paul
that you talk of that likes my home
i have left my home but not have found that of you all speak of

roll on brummie boy
   roll on brummie boy
      roll on

so lay me down in a white shroud
shoot me with a canon ball
for i am not going this is what i call home

roll on brummie boy
   roll on brummie boy
      roll on

for people you don't know you are born
what do you know about the hammer and the knife
you don't know you are born
Paul Hardwick Mar 2016
Brussels spout as they are known
cultivated in ancient rome
were grown in the 13th century in Belgium
a traditional winter stock
some being purple
known as red bull
as are the brussels people
strong but must be hurting now
as Europe sees the hurt go down
on all channels
and feels there loses
we the people here in Britain
feel it to
so we must find a way
to stop this to happen
and fight together
to stop   I S
with you
all my love
and sadness.


LoVe P@ul.
LoVe P@ul.
Paul Hardwick May 2014
Imagine
my our confusion
as Buddy
came to us
on his buddy day
for us to teach
him the ropes
at such
a confusing cost
and the paperwork
man in it you get lost
buddy was a confused as us
ON  Buddy's
Buddy Day.
True Story  P@ul
Paul Hardwick Jul 2013
Woman
had a dream
that she had to give away
to the builder
it was a bright sunny day
woman looked out all the builders there shirts off
the bright sun seamed to tone up man
as the sweat rippled down
giving them a glow
that
did a *** act
on
WOMAN
all
for a
silly
folly.
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