My surreal head bring's me tear's
it happens all the time, well not in so many year's
and this year the colour is blue
not that it will mean anything to you
o my surreal head.

Might Sick up, bet there will be carrots
God wrote that in a bible
Sick give a hand full of carrots
think God woke me up today
as I was sweating
and at my age might have just died
free falling, back to dreams

surreal P@ul.

tonight
when i went to bed
something really played with my head
for there laying was a head
where my head should have been
**** i hope this is a dream.

Seam like
My tech phobia
in this neck of this wood
is not street scene
just has not been
what it should

I woke up this morning
sniff a few flowers
and went back to sleep

But clear as day
I said it all
and would say it again

I can not help that,

that is me.

Looking out my windows
nothing to see
only my reflection staring back at me
come on now microsoft
maybe nextime I will hit the power key
all will change when the morning comes
when looking out my windows.

I was asked
this night
where
do
your words come from
so I
answer this day
my words come out of
what is me these 7 year cycled words
and some
when I was eighteen
and some in my head
or so it seamed
I married a woman
and she gave to me 2 fine children
both doing well
as she left me
for the man I got to fix her car
and ran off with him
so I have become hard to hurt
like a diamond in the sky
and me and myself.

also 2 great Grandchildren.

Who am I
What is this about
is it me
is it you
I breathe like
at this moment in time you
do you breathe like me to
did you feel that
Do you feel the man in me
in you
no!

I am salesman
sales is all I do

Here to sell to you
this is what I am about

I am a super salesman
Sell yourself

to me
You want love
and make pay for buttons and bows
Moonlight in the evening
money goes to the rich
all failings stop here!


LOVE  P@ul.

have
you
ever had
one of them days
when you think about
your blood
or
is it
just me
look out
that blood in your nay hood
is me.

And is.

And is just because.

And was something.

Just because.

AND Was.

My one wish in life
did not come true.

Negative by numbers
so I can hardly move
or it it I just get old
see my dance tonight
hope I get it right
it is just a passing  fase
hold me close
it will go away
negative numbers
oh!
whats that in my pants?

Never ask a robot down to the beach
They Rust.

I was born Human
never addicted
but this old house falling down
around my ears
I can hear it fall down
creaks and wood beads
but gives me nothing

no smells
no youth
what was me
not you
for I am the only one
being and the end of truth thick about it
Hold on to
WHAT I   S    YOU

Lay down beside me
Next morning sweep me up
or **** me you up your vacuum pipe
Woman
Hold me
Give  me
LIght
For once listen to a man
By the way love you.

Never
look up my nose
or my brain
you will expose
unless I have
just
blown it.

I tell you human
never wish on a star at night
for sure enough that wish might come true!

It would be better
if you make your wish on a flower at least they will not hurt you
only getting bothered by a pixie or two.

You ask why you should listen to me
well you do not have to,
let me introduce myself i am P@ul and even Merlin
does not have anything on me as a WIzARD.

@@@  P@ul @@@

Never first to put in words
all the things that have past me before i was born
never first to say I love
never first to say there is nothing between my ears
never first to say
it has never been thought of before
so I hold dear to me all the things I know
the shade light and things
the fires warm energy glow
and all the things
I believe to be true
that might be different from yours
but you and me to
never the first
to think these things.

your right leg
never knows
what you left leg dose
it,  
is easy
to forget in your mind
bit like mind blindness
13 steps of shear madness
I know my body tells me so
with aches and pains.

While sitting here
pouring beers in to my head
find it funny
the words that come about
so I write them down
living for today
can not see tomorrow
now swimming in his head
maybe later I will point my head at the loo
and watch the words flow
think it works like that
but really I forget.

** Never IN HIS right MIND.

P@ul
used to
as a kid
play with lego
then
space got into his mind
played with fire
blew things up
shot thing
space ward
found art
under pages of paper
played guitar
till his own desire exploded
started into advertising
became
very good at
got married
had two beautiful girls
whom he still loves
after his wife went of with another
none of it he regrets
never normal
M E.

A rainbow
on the moon
must be no atmosphere
up there
no clouds to hide
the colours
that I see in my mind

My mind

In which
I find

All of the universe
and I do not speak about time

For time itself
is to of us all
the final frontier

Or is IT?

Never sit on a train
with two slices of lemon
on your head
for one
those lemons
don't go with your two blue eyes
and two
they burn like hell
three
you have to explain
to those whom have been watching you
your not man
just excentric
flutter your saw eyes
which you regert now
ether that
or stand up and take a bow.

Please do not try to move me
for sure I will let you down
you can not surmise me
for I am what I am
something else
in a landscape
I'm that distant shore
in your mind.

of you, think me to be
but not true.

Don't look around
for tonight all you will see
will be a man
laying around
and sometime singing for my food
but be sure I will be
all I can be
the man of old
that I know is me
at another crossroad of life
only hoping my Prozac will kick in.

My grandkids can do all this
e-mails with me just fly all about
to where landings unknown
they pop right in
pop right out
them e-mails
sure pop about
one good thing
no stamp
I wonder where
that last one has gone
o what the hell
sure time
will tell
but never will
get a handle on this.

Never wipe your nose on your arm
the posh people don't like it
they will tell you to
so never wipe
your nose on your arm
it is ok to blow it
as long as it's
in a handkerchief
but never on the arm
and that's why I never wear sleeves.

That interGalixative
Will get
you from here to mars.

Brillo
so shiny
glem'in clean
take swarf to make things glean
look like brand new.

I
sing
myself
to
sleep
most nights
O
am I off my brake now

IT
IS
HARD
TO CARRY ON.

It was
an new day
yesterday.


But an

OLD DAY NOW.

YOU can not make yours eyes
see around the hill
or even corners
but in my dream world
Nigel the Man can
for he sees all things day or night
he sees darkness he sees light
and I've even heard can smell light
if it's there, he will, have been
he will have seen
he maybe can taste it
he sees things that will really blow your mind dear
yes Nigel is the man that can
but Nigel is a man hard to find
for you see
he's blind.

The one thing
you can be sure of

Is
NIGHT
will become
DAY!

:-)

Met you, that night
think i fell in love at first sight
I ask you
lets go on to a night club
in which we dance night through
coming out in broad daylight
I felt glad I had found you
we parted
and now I can no longer find you.

Your safe and you are warm
got a break from the storm
then it's visiting time in the past
and you just reach the part
were you are loosing your heart
and your sprit is leav'in you fast
which feels like a fist punching though glass
and the only way out is to fight
so you shout
and fight your way out in a scream

shout
scream
give me back my dream
i need one to get though the day
but if it lost
then the storm will just ******* away.

Day was Day
and Night was Night
till she came in
and moved my World
now I do not know
where the **** I am.