Paul Hardwick: Poems

Paul Hardwick Jun 2017

C ut an H O l e in the head
Docter do you see the problem
yes easily fixed
just do a bit of this and that
**** it!
anybody see where I put the lid
just not me at all
vascular you might think
no good plumbing things
just ask my ex-wife.

HOPING I made you smile this day :-) P@ul.

Imagine meteing someone new.

Paul Hardwick Mar 2017

Imagine meteing someone new.

Feel the pulse
in between your legs try to tell me
and ask me
who are you
as she looks like you
give me a chance
I will try not to hurt
But woman
I would love to need you
can I lick your left leg
Yep from your foot
Now that
is a meeting.

Love P@ul ***.

Imersive Imprisment.

Paul Hardwick Jun 2017

Imersive Imprisment.

That's in your mind itself
think whatever you wish to believe
be yourself
be one with yourself
as well with others
love all mankind
was that sexist
then all kind
love yourself
for nobody else will
you have so many
pustule sores
and you're ****
looks big in this
but legs
high O Silver
reach the ground
if you cross them
I have to cross my leg to
You give me a ******* all the time.

P@ul No comment ***.

I met Jueses hanging on a cross.

Paul Hardwick Feb 2015

I met Jueses hanging on a cross.

I ask
what Jueses
was that you made me go through?
he told me son
you are just passing through son that was written for you
now I worry
where I am passing to
some of you know who I am
this man passing through
I am the man who likes changing
you know
who I am
I am the one
as you stare at the sun
and one day I will tell you
when asked
you are just passing through!

True story P@ul.

I met this girl think she was Swedish.

Paul Hardwick Sep 2015

I met this girl think she was Swedish.

Well to say
she hit me with this tree or bush
maybe both
but one was warmer than the other
one hurt
one felt like bliss.

oops this just came out P@ul. < ------What freak!

I might be old.

Paul Hardwick Apr 2016

I might be old.

On that day
as you held me before
I hit the ground right there in front of you
a stoke I had, but you did not give up on me
you remember what you learned
pumped my chest
breath in my mouth
and hear I am today
spotting this ****
but good **** it is.

Thank You.

True

I miss a hug.

Paul Hardwick Aug 2020

I miss a hug.

Keep your distance
Two metres or more
I miss that hug

Not seen you in long time
Not much happened still the same
Still miss that hug

Is this how earth is now
Yes and will continue
I miss that hug

See you soon.

Love P@ul.

I MISSED YOU.

Paul Hardwick May 2016

I MISSED YOU.

Even though
it has not happened yet
I missed your kisses in my dream
I missed your lips
their taste
your long legs
picturing this
tells me all.

true P@ul.

impresstionism in words.

Paul Hardwick May 2015

impresstionism in words.

Why do you only paint the flowers
the little **** did shout as my fingers dug deep to find the roots and pull it **** out, face to face, asked me more,
what makes you think you have the right?
answer that, and I will ask no more.

Thank you SoulSurviver for inspiring that!
with good wishes and while you garden
leave my roots :-) P@ul.

In a D R e a M.

Paul Hardwick Jan 2015

In a D R e a M.

I saw you

just a transparent dream shining in the sun

of what was and what was in between

just like in a dream we meet

You and me go walking in the sun

just like the wind that did blow

I turned to face you

I see your shadow leaving
never to return.

True Dream P@ul.

In a fight inside my mind.

Paul Hardwick Jan 2014

In a fight inside my mind.

In a fight inside my mind
my one self
becomes blind
to what is, what was, and what has become
dollar a day only goes so far
and that makes me feel so bad
for the woman I love
but if she loves me she will just have to get over IT.

In a vacuum

Paul Hardwick May 2017

In a vacuum

Some day's life *****
sold my vacuum just collecting dust
I know takes your ******* breath away
don't laugh ****'s up bugs
would **** out my hair if I was not bald
this ******* vacuum
cleaner than most seen
no other commercial like this
this vacuum
is better
bit like god
and has 64-bit processing
tells the internet
about all the bits it ***** up
labels them places them where you don't want them
then breath OUT!

LOve you all P@ul. ***>

In Death.

Paul Hardwick Jan 2013

In Death.

Joey will come
and she will be there
even in her death
                     for I know
                     joey will come

                     how I miss her silver hair
                     and her sweet dear face
                     I miss the way she was
                     I miss her mad elastic head
                     That seam to think wonder's
                     Of today and many lands
                     How we played mind games
                     which now                                      Joey MAKES ME THINK OF YOU       LOVE    Paul.

I need love.

Paul Hardwick Aug 2014

I need love.

I need love
I must be crazy
I need a woman
To make me lazy
I need love in my life
**** I need a wife
For in this life on my own
I find I do to much
MAn I need L O V E!

True Story P@ul.

I never forget who i am.

Paul Hardwick Oct 2012

I never forget who i am.

but i for get you
does that make you blue and sad?
but i know whom i am
does that shame you?
maybe i should correct myself
and not make people think

Whom am i

but if i did that myself
how would that help you
to be what you
should and want to be

Whom i am

is a question for myself
so be what you wish to be
for this life is short.

I never huff of puff or blow any where.

Paul Hardwick Jan 2014

I never huff of puff or blow any where.

Denis sat in his cave
as at this time of night
all dragon's do
I could have bitten that baby he thought
if he had not been so cute
and what warded me off
what was the truth?
and what was that glow
around his head
I just could not
and had to let him lay
in that manger there.

One for Marian Maz mazzy .              X
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I never said that!!!

Paul Hardwick Sep 2013

I never said that!!!

Are you having any fun
what are you getting out of living
even the old grey man is having fun son
life is full of if's and but's
so have a little fun
before you get really old
and become
much to old to care about
having a little fun.

Written for WW with best wishes from this old surreal one, whom old as he is, is still having fun.

INFINATTY.

Paul Hardwick Mar 2012

INFINATTY.

Infinate is.
Just counting numbers.
Like 1, 2 and 3.
By adding one.

Try it start counting.
You will learn.
There is.
No stop to it.

And in your life.
You will not count.
To a Google Plex.
So that.

IS INFINATTY.
JUST MADNESS!

Information.

Paul Hardwick May 2014

Information.

People say
my poems
are *******
well
if you will
give this monkey
a pen and paper
what
else can a poor boy
do!

This was true in my rock and roll days.

In Life.

Paul Hardwick Oct 2012

In Life.

In life of each and every day
a lot of people i meet
make me feel so normal
i realise maybe i am not crazy at all
for if i am not then it must be you.

In my BOX room.

Paul Hardwick Jun 2015

In my BOX room.

In my BOX room
I have two windows
one looks out over the street that the people abuse
the other looks at the world, that people confuse for the streets
But I am telling you here
anybody that does
will have to answer to the court of fantasy.

Be good and lO vE P@ul.

In my dreams.

Paul Hardwick May 2015

In my dreams.

I dreamed of     Y     O    U
last night
all was not good
you seamed to blame me
about Robin Hood
who!

think you came down out of the trees
after swingging on branches
you proceeded
to,    I think pick flees
off my back!

Un finished poem  P@ul.

In My Job...I Learn Who I Am.

Paul Hardwick Sep 2012

In My Job...I Learn Who I Am.

In my job
i have the advantage
of watching people to learn
of the strange things
that make people work
^
take mary rose a cleaner
who must have OCD
for all she dose is work
and the world
is such a duty place for her to be
^
then there is spike the sparky
who’s hair sticks up massively
he alway’s carries ladders
so joked with him today
^
saying those are not you real ladders are they spike
he said yes, and looked at me puzzled
no spike i said they are your step ladders
then he frowned and walked away
^
i love working with people
it make me who i am.

In My Life.

Paul Hardwick Dec 2012

In My Life.

In my life i love your more
friends and poets
no no do not give me that
I miss you more
no you put the connect down first
love you more
For F**K log off.

Told you i am surreal.

In my mind lord.

Paul Hardwick May 2015

In my mind lord.

I believe I fixing to die
no longer making this life my own
it has become a forgien land
but I hate my children crying
so on the day, I do
they should know
that I L O V E them very much
just leaving them alone in life
now there is no morning dew
but think of me
as you feel it on your, bare feet
and walk in the garden
which was my world
feel it cold on your feet
until the next time we meet
remember Me as your own

The
Prayes I say every Night
Lord
willing.

In my older age.

Paul Hardwick Oct 2013

In my older age.

I miss just holding your hand
and making you giggle
as the people that past
knew love was here at last
and children bright eyed smiled
at us just holding hands.

In my sight.

Paul Hardwick Oct 2013

In my sight.

IN my sight
I have to look at colours everyday
all look to me
as black and white
and are not colours in any way
but read all over
from first to last.

I not only Dream.

Paul Hardwick Aug 2014

I not only Dream.

I not only dream
in color
I can at times
dream of my imperfections
some nights seeing my bald head
in true Technicolor and noting nothing there
other than the pandiemetrical thoughts in my head
know form now on spam and then for ever more, called PAN

and spam pan the way i am
new words.

Love to see the maths for this is there life on a balding head
or no life at all,<-----answers on a postcard please, or just spam me.
You know how type don't yah <----Love P@ul.

Inquiry.

Paul Hardwick Mar 2013

Inquiry.

Paul how is your leg now
Mother i have told you before
"OK it is OK"
I only asked if it was alright!
Mother that it will have never been
for my bad leg is my left.

Inter Internet Iinner net.

Paul Hardwick May 2017

Inter Internet Iinner net.

You Handshaking me
your computer talking to me
your so out there man
just the way I roll
I like pizza with mushroom and cheese
don't precut it
your just **** it up
your order is on its way
Harley Davison
comes knocking on my door
I pay him
open the box
the ******* cut it up.

*******
THEM *******
******* my Pizza UP.

Day OFf,
Make the most
P@ul.

Internet Dating.

Paul Hardwick Feb 2012

Internet Dating.

Since I came in contact.
With you.
My grey sky’s.
Have turned blue.
You have turn night.
Into day.
And all my fear
Has gone away.
But I can not help.
To feel.
That some how.
This is not real.

In The Begining there was light

Paul Hardwick Dec 2012

In The Begining there was light

**** do I say that.

In the book of T I M E Life and the universe.

Paul Hardwick Jan 2014

In the book of T I M E Life and the universe.

The first page
what can I translate

"the smile from your eye's the like I had never seen before"
"sixteen years seams like that past in blink".

But when I turn over the page
the letters have gone
but that was the best book I have ever read.

"counting lambs counting sheep
we will fall into sleep"

Paulxxx.

In the grip of time.

Paul Hardwick Jan 2016

In the grip of time.

Something
that
happens
all the time
as I fall
in the univers
of life

But no wait!

No that was just me
hanging on by finger nails
after all time slips away from us all.

Love licking it's lip's
flicks the V's up to me each day.

Being something
that
happens
all
the
time.

True story LoVE P@ul.

In the morning

Paul Hardwick Jan 2012

In the morning

In the morning, I have to go back to work.
Wear my uniform, crisp white shirt.
Smart black trousers, polish my boots.

Wiping the breakfast from my tie.
Putting on my hi vis coat.
Always get a lump in my throat.

Never know what I may have to do.
Our father which are in heven.
Help me through this day.

Keep me and other safe this day.
Dear God, that is all I have to say.
See you sunday then I will pray.

In the Snow's of my arctic mind.

Paul Hardwick Jan 2014

In the Snow's of my arctic mind.

In the Snow's of my arctic mind
the cold, cold wind blows

                                                                       but in my head
                                                                   the summer glow's
                                                                          of dream's
                                                                                 of
                                                                       why I am dead.

This is just the tip of the iceberg. :-) Love PAUL ***

In the universe I am nothing.

Paul Hardwick Jul 2015

In the universe I am nothing.

But in my mind
I am all that I will ever be
in the universe I am small
but part of something else
which makes me smile.

;-) P@ul.

In the world of NOT.

Paul Hardwick Feb 2014

In the world of NOT.

In the world of not.
I am not what you think of me
i AM just not
for there are times where I AM NOT
what I SHOULD BE in the world of not.

In this life of mine.

Paul Hardwick Sep 2012

In this life of mine.

tonight i am feeling good
after a hard days work
maybe a little wind burned
after working outside all day
but inside my brain and soul
i feel fine, just fine
worked got some more money coming in
so to night
i will just relax, chill out, **** some wine
for tomorrow is a day off
in this life of mine
and did i tell you
I feel just fine.

In this world.

Paul Hardwick Aug 2015

In this world.

I see all the things
I do not want to see
for nothing is easy
and time get's me more worried
the squeeze is look at what you have
and get inside your brain more
loving what you have

OR is just that ME!

True , well it was today P@ul.

In Time.

Paul Hardwick Dec 2012

In Time.

in time
time slipped off
and then just fell off
all the things he had been
down to earth
only in time to see
he could have been in time more
all thought that given time
might have been
all he not been
but time struggled was what was what before
the very time before
time fell off.
or maybe more

Now for me time is as how it was before.
Paul ow by the way that is me.

In Time.

Paul Hardwick Jan 2013

In Time.

Time
found himself
then just dropped
off what was himself
a
n
d

j
u
s
t

f
e
l
l

and fell to what was

Thank time itself.

In tro - Out tro.

Paul Hardwick Mar 2012

In tro - Out tro.

I brought my girl an apple.
                                                She let me hold her hand.
I brought my girl an orange.
                                                She let me squeeze  her tight.

I am going to bring her a watermelon tonight.

                                                                        I brought my girl an ribbon.
                                                She placed it in her hair.
I brought my girl sequins.
                                                She stuck them here and there.

                                                                        I brought my girl some rope, she can hang herself.

In Typography.

Paul Hardwick Mar 2013

In Typography.

In typography
S P A C E is
a close en counter.

T HIN K AB O U T IT.

In your head.

Paul Hardwick Nov 2015

In your head.

In your head, can you become like me
inside your own mind
can you see how I feel
can you dream like me to
can you see all pictures in my head
NO !
why not
have you stopped to feel
be real.
there you go mary jane in my head again.
ask my why I feel
and I will show you God.

P@ul. all, and alone.

In your head.

Paul Hardwick Mar 2016

In your head.

I'm Back
at last
you know what I talk about
and as man
I find hard to deal
with your white goods
your shirts tails
and that what you know
to be you
but you is what it is about
get me singing
roll the stone
******* Hold my hand
at least once
look at me and kiss me for know reason
tell me the truth
woman feel.

True in my experience P@ul.

In your head.

Paul Hardwick Oct 2015

In your head.

In your head
are you ready
we see a guitar man
sweat coming from his forhead
wipes his brow with the back of his hand
carries playing sweet sounds
does not mater weather his black or white
for this is all in your head man
and thats how my words
paint pictures in your brains
but I wonder
if your picture is the same as mine
no way!

For it's in your head.

P@ul :-)* ***.

In your own head.

Paul Hardwick Dec 2015

In your own head.

Circling in a plane in the sky
feeling that no sense of the earth
coming to land after the trip to another land
the custom man checks me out
look's me in face
then look through me
with his board blue x-ray eyes
thanks me in words I do not understand
like I landed on mars
so I write this to you all
this is what this poem is doing to you!

After a fab holiday P@ul ***. Happy Christmas P@ul.

I OFTEN FEEL.

Paul Hardwick Jan 2014

I OFTEN FEEL.

I often feel
Like a clove of garlic
Squeeze me and I smell
Crush me I smell like hell
But put me in food
and i am that gentile reminder
of a taste that was good.

@@@@PAUL@@@@ :-)'S
A L L O T M E N T

I OFTEN FEEL.

Paul Hardwick Jun 2014

I OFTEN FEEL.

I often feel 
Like a clove of garlic 
Squeeze me and I smell
Crush me I smell like hell 
But put me in food 
and i am that gentile reminder 
of a taste that was good.  

@@@@PAUL@@@@ :-)'S
 A L L O T M E N T

True Story @@@ P@ul @@@