and your back in the room
your feelings calm
for now you are you real
and all your problems are now yours
mar he's try to mess with my head
must buy me, new shoes
and this is to tight.

You can't shake me
and I don't see me laughing
you know I'm so tired
we come back to where we started
from the point where from I fell to just now
well, babe, I ain't got time to chase you around any more somehow
licking my lips leads me back to now
you stand there hands on hips
giving me a frown
and your know look so wareing
lift my body up and carry me home.

Today's Monday
washing day
eat the ******* soap
I want to wash your brains
never gone there before
that was not me
never seen them before
one thing I can tell you
I was not there
never seen P@ul before
in my life.

There was a time
when I look into your eyes
and I could see your soul
and now where did that person go
for nothing
is what it was it just is.

Is rain a tear
from god up above
for know woman
when you speak to me like that
I collapse and start raining again
all you do is huff
and then walk off.

People, you must know
it is not ******* smoke
it is water vapor
and it's got me off the cigs
you should be thanking me
for not polluting the air
see hippy's try
Ok now
I smell like a sweet shop
but if you find that offensive
then get a life, please
let us Vapor in the air.

Feeling warm
this cool fall day
feeling warm knowing
I have so many friends
feeling warm
some of my words
go down such a storm
I have, to tell the truth
it's just nice
there read

feeling warm P@ul.

It's not easy living here
on this ***** of life.

Come on lets look in the hills
well everybody is searching
For something to find
Not sure yet what is mine
Or what is yours
But there is  G O L D
In them there hills.
Up or down
I do not give a ****
Both ways it makes me cry
I do not know why
Nor should I care so
And look at me just out for a walk
But I see gold in them hills.

Before the **** gets blown into that fan over there.

Am I mad
or do I just ask
of MYSELF?

I will be never there
and never before be for.

In the April sun
looked liked clones
White shirts
same ties, backpacks
bought at the same store by there mothers
in stride with each other past up the road
as the sunlight burns,
there shadows into the pavement
see what happens when I look out my window
makes my mind turn what is not a dreams
but just my front window

Which is, mostly is
not reality
not the whole truth
once in a lifetime
is it my
but can I ask
What have you done?
to change that
To make me feel a wind in my heart

But don't cry for me
I want you to know
I will still be just me
it,s in my make-up
Just be ing me.

P@ul.

Hit me in the face
who supposed
we are to vote
just to shut the ******* up
lab lib dem those
makes you think
there is more to this
should have kiss her feat
but Maggies did not taste nice
so not going there
MaY
MayBe
MORE.

Hold me
as I fall from earth
hold my hand
talk to me tell me what you understand
be my earth
hold me up
from time to time kiss my hand
hold me close
tell me all my dreams are false
and tell me dreams of yours.

Everybody want to see what the mirror can show it.

God I try to be
but still have not found
what trying to be
maybe I will not within this world
and that gives me so pain.

I would like said when I am gone
I moved the world one step on
But I think that will never be
so I walk between grey walls
which is that of my mind
and describe the scenery
in with there I find myself
that is me.

Is that right
or for some just maybe
ant that 3 things
for brains think
or maybe
then it did

Turn me over
let's see the other side
let's see
of me
as,
I
find
the other
side of me
I
fight
with the inside of me
a
new
light
in me

white both sides.




Castle Night  four!

Knew it will come
some day
I am quite beside myself
not knowing which way to face
or turn
one day
I
will learn

Dip drop words
for today
make it a slow feed
for my mouth feels almost full
but if it dose get like that
you can give me interveinus
just put it in my arm
all the same to me
for I almost dead
do not ask me what to after
for I am dead
and do not give ****
not now, my problem.

LOOKing out my window
into the night
woman where did I go wrong
when I asked you
what do you see
you turned
and just walked away from me
no matter how much I asked
you would not answer me
LOOKING OUT MY WINDOW.

Is a bit to sweet for me
thinking of my figure
still trying to hold my
stumark in
holding my breath
flat on the front
but not in mind
that goes where it will
woman get a grip on life
that is not why
I love you
I love what you are
I love you
just standing there beside me
as the sun reflects from your eyes
I know your there
I feel your karma
in my world
telling me
of all the things
I should not have done
trying to be some one else.

Do we do that
if not that is not right
thinking about this gave my mind blister.

You Say you like my mind
but be careful of what you might find
for I have lived with it for fifty nine years
and still find it hard to behold.

Depression
from me to you
with all my heart
what's up
when your down
let's talk
and see what comes through
these dark clouds
that you're going through
just not you
feels like life is not on my side
as the mood comes in
slips and slides
am I going to get
my mind on my side
back to the one
that you know is you
kind regards
P@ul.

If you miss me
if I was not there
then if
was because if was
then if you missed
my imagination
if all that was
then
I                   F .
means nothing to you
please
tell me
IF
that was.

Junk is just stuff we throw away
But I am sorry to say
it's more than that
Junk is our future
ok that sounds like sales
But it not!

Junk we need to solve
maybe dissolve
put it in the ground
who thought of that
for me and you
I know that is not right
so pick up pens
and write
and ask?
whom is this junk

Blind me
and I am more than i was
just because
the winter snow that blinds me
is of what is was
and not the man I am now.

There
is more
space

Ø

in your life
Than you
think.

I have this feeling in my head
but it is a long way home
was it something i said?
oh it's long way home
was is something i did not?
oh it's long way home
was it you not me?
oh it's long way home
was it I did not love you?

But my mind is still 18
it is only
when
I
do
something daft
like go down
on my knees
and fined
I
Can't get back up
God
please do not hold this against
me please
on the day we meet
at st peters gate
for you
know
I
will ask
for you to get down to.

Owww what a night
seen so many good people her tonight
liking my play on words
am I dreaming
or is this **** true
all I know
is
I will awake tomorrow
get cramp
and
then my day starts
properly fall out of bed
then forget.

Tell me this
this said
this is how I see it
women love for this
at that
that said
this is nonsense
this is no thing at all.

Sing out your song brother
I am listening
play with them words inside you head
and drive me mad
not that you could complete that
nor find a finish
but you will enjoy it
and that's what words are about.

In my dreams
Tomorrow
seams
like the
DAY
I
HAD
TODAY
or was that Tomorrow?

For my body here
is taken a stand
the bullets fly
all around
and I
am
fret
full
I will
Not make
it home