Today I met a StarMan
all he did was drift up.

I remember
IT  WELL
the day
lady yellow turned blue
see green came in
and the mix of this
turned lady
YELLOW
B  L  U  E.

If you bang your head
against a brick wall
now thats hurts
but if you bang your brains
against stupid people
that seams not to hurt at all
but in the long run alway's does.

I say the word WHAT a lot
but what does WHAT mean
even say WHAT in dreams
WHAT will WHAT do next
and WHAT will it give you
must just be a four letter word it seams
but, No WHAT
he exclaim
What was what was not and What dreams.

Why do hang on my arm
walk right out with me
people to greet
Why do you make me smile
then complain your feet hurt
you so
What is this ******* ****
you do or don't
get a grip.

I like to ask
at what point in life, as a man,
do you get ******* with getting
>In large your ***** e-mails.

Now is it just me?

I get loads off my ex
But its the two
from my mother that hurt.

P   A   U   L
you just keep
K EE  PING ON
is that right.

Close my eyes
as if I am blind
listen to only spoken words
hear things
then become confussed
who did to what and why?

Tea
in the morning
tea at night.

Blind words
playing on colors
jacking me off
bringing on migraines
flashing up words
confusing

I was not there
in the seventeen is
smoked no dope
just heard it
saw it on the news
all the trump cards.

The dealer awoke
out of his drug infested comer
play the next card, Donald
I think I can beat ya
plays the ace
S  N  A  P.

Left my finger prints
all over you
any **** could tell.

Dont open it up P@ul!
so why Jack did you do just that?
To see if the cat that was inside
was dead or alive P@ul!
and Jack what did you find?
The cat there was not dead nor alive
for there was no cat there at all.

P.       O.        W!!!

When she
smiled today
did she let you
back street wall
when she
gives love
she will find you
and not before then
Back street night love.

turn around
and she has gone.

IF just fell from the sky
IF that was real
IF wondered why
IF lay there for while
IF began to smile.

r   e   a   c   h
for the sky
and all
you find
is
e
                a
                               r
                                         t
                                                   h.

Push don't pull
now is it me
Do you Push a DOOR
or do you PULL them
in a shop if I want a way in
I do not want to go to mars
so make all doors automatic
swish then about
to invite me in
NO no not round and round
you just need that noise
swish as there open
like on star trek

Call me old fassioned but that how it works

for Ian Bradley if still alive

P@ul.

Go with the natural flow
but you have
to let go

At first
I was iridescent
can you believe
see through
but iridescent

HAd some sort of glow
then shot
in between
the come and go
it was hard to tell with my old heart
where I hurt
or why or why so
so


J                       u                        S               t




A          n        o           t     h      e     r   e             D       A        Y.

BUt not here.

the days
past me away
now here in this place
I ran from the start
I feel it my heart
this is my place.

Come in get yourself a drink
come over here sit yourself down
for we have each other to get to know
ask yourself what else would I do
so sit over here
ask me things and I will ask you
so I can see all the colours from that you are made
and you to get to know
but at the end of the day
there will only be
ME & YOU.

Momma
I saw you in the room
**** like mushrooms
you did it my way
legs right all the way up
to a lady garden I've never been
girl my mushroom
responded
rubbing against my leg.

But
it's  me
I just
responded
I kiss you all night
we dance
had fun
I took you home
you asked to have ***.

In passion, you told me
your **** are not real
then I found I could not lean on you
just in case you **** bust
do not want that down to me
so women think first
before you plant it
in each breast.

A soul
what is thAT
SOMETHING
I do not not know
but i held one here right
in my hand
seamed to come and go
when i say my hand, i mean my mind
my will held it so
it was like sand running through my fingers of my mind
i could just feel it like i was blind and feel every grain
do not surpose i will feel that again.

Is melting snow underfoot
but slush is that in the brain
which is not me
the thing in there
that melts out from my ears
drips from me on the covers overnight
not something to talk about
to friends
but still part of me
so bring that up

OK
Slush means
I not purfict
not at all.

Even though
it has not happened yet
I missed your kisses in my dream
I missed your lips
their taste
your long legs
picturing this
tells me all.

Standing right here in front
Head
torso
two arms
two hands and them elbows
fingers on my hands
two legs
that go from my hips
to the ground
under them two feet
see me float around
if I move them
they walk around
as I bend knees
if I lift them they climb stairs
If shave them
they do not have hairs
if I put on nylons
that does not make me girl
Not even if I paint my lips cherry red
or if my own mind thinksTell me about you.

is
that
light
just
within my head
S O          F      A    R     TO  Yesterday
so
far
to fall
it is
S O          F      A    R     TO  Yesterday
so
far
from
the other day to
S O          F      A    R     TO  Yesterday.

Take me out
of myself
shell the man
let what is inside fall
then your see the nut
the commander
the curnal
the command
and on a good day
you'll see me.

Now with my simple mind
as I passed this life
on to the seeds of mine
tears on my face
their in safe hands
that time understands
now to never interfere
in their plans
for too soon will their time pass
just like now.

I am that man
that has two brains
and yet!
I feel beside myself
pulled this way
then that
and still
can'not choose
this from that
nor that from this
and that's a fact.

Mother please tell me this
what do I call my own
you tell me
not to talk with strangers
then what is my own
what do I feel when that girl kisses me
is my own
or the place you band me from
on the internet
some days my eye's do not work
so mother tell me
are you killing me.

Do you think
that ghost poltergist
do you know anything at all

Might say
maybe on his day off
man I was out of sight last night.

PAUL ;-)(

But dreams in her head
that others know about
but you can contact me
I am an empty cell
call me out
feel no rub
just feel time itself
I see angels in time itself
my wings fold up.

why
that
is the word
I
am
a
man
but me a devil
did talk
and after
the devil words
I
had to walk to one side
so
why
tell
me that
things
I already know

So
why
is the
word
why
so


True Story,     P@ul.       You should see the notes!

So Limp Wristed
and for me wanked twice
that is somthing to say
Girls do not read on
but you will.

Knew all will come somday
be on my own
to be with life now so far gone
love I have
of my own.

Love that nags me everyday
somedays I tell my self
this must not go on
this day that ***** is gone
Paul get that woman out of your life.

New day is born
all questions ask what did the **** did I do wrong
going along with everything
how did not see, you from the start
all the joys we had meant nothing to you.

This woman played you
from the start of everything
Paul now be yourself
be a king of your own realm
Hi my name is Paul I hurt at times.

all read
in BLACK
AND
WHITE
and nots forget
RED
met
WHITE
and did turn PINK
and after her first child did turn
BLUE
and after the doctors
PURPLE
but with help
ruturn'ed to a
YELLOW
nice and mellow.

All the pain is all in my mind
My body just twitches
Fingers sort of flick in the air
I swear
and the pain starts again
Falling in love again.

Please HELP ME!

But me being me
Just to have to
Dis o bay the rules
Now I have the pain in my mind.

some people walk on water
never burn in the sun
they have just got it made
but you know
they will reap what they sow
I am glad
I am only me
and some.

T*     H      E
Pattern OF my words

                Speaks TO us

A   LL.

It just does
in so many words
some different than other's
But all the same in BLACK and WHITE
and RED all over
or is that just me?

Brillo
so shiny
glem'in clean
take swarf to make things glean
look like brand new.

Burns like hell
more than 20 atomic bombs
licking my sink
leaving dead sink sweet burns all over my arms
flaking off falling around me
into my dinner and tea
thank god I don't do drugs
soon a nuclear winter
will come to pass
turning us all blue


Man, I love summer.
and the new soon blue you
not that you talk much now
you never want to get up
in the new air so blue
you're missing
the freezing air
in your lungs

Summer Holidays are us.

What is a dream
other than that
will not exist
dreams are your very soul
have you not hold of this
thought I told you
then it's me a miss
so I need some loving good
if I am getting back here this day
or I might go away
to a land not fort
where I mite be harmed



P @ u l.

Where have I gone
has the world wiped my mind
were was I before
I had this thought.

Some how
I feel, I would be smelling flowers
in a wood, huggin trees
smelling the earth
but thats not where I find myself now.

I am me
a caterpillar
hanging off the apple tree
and for you I will
shed
my outer skin
so you can see
my beautiful self
and take you on the wing.